Loving you

What is the meanin of "i love you" im wori cos of ur frens,cos of the bad impresion they gv to me.i nvr stop u frm makin frn wf them.they can flirtin wf u cos of the reason they drunk?n infront of me...hw could i remove the scene out of my mind?I share my feelin cos wish to hear sumtin frm u to comfort me frm thinkin 2 mch.Do u knw ur words mean so much to me?Mayb jz a few word"dun think much dear" would work to me..bt why u wan to waste so much time to cm out wf words dat hurt me?im wonderin did u think about "i love u"avtime b4 u tok 2 me?why the oli mouth can cm out wf "i love u" n "i dislike u"?could u imagine hw its hurt to me?i nvr wan to argue wf u,why cant v cmunicate in a beter way to solve it witout ruin our relation?Do u think speak wf louder n scoldin non stop can solve our prblm?U r d 1 owes askin me to chg,bt why dun u chg urself?chg ur hot temper..i duno hw long could i stand for..if u love me,bt why dun u accept who i am?im tired enuf,cried for thousand of time...1stime i calm myself myself within half an hour witout u...Life is full wf uncertainty,we duno who is the rite 1 til laz mins.shud i dun put much hope to dis relationshp,so i wont xpect more return frm u..the only way u fel beter wf me?The oli way to mantain our long distance relationship?Isit?

i love you